OFFICIALLY SPRING SUNSHINE.

ENJOY =]

Damn.

I haven't updated this thing forever. AGAIN.
But anyhow, life's..tough. Somewhat tough.

I've been quite stressed lately with school and family.
I hope it all work out in the end somehow.

I was looking at some of old entries, and it seem like..I used to write alot.
I dunno why, I lost the ability to write my thoughts.
I dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
Maybe it's good cuz I can tell everything to my dear bf.
Or it's a bad thing becuz I don't tell my dear bf everything?
lol. Or maybe i'm just confusing myself.

Hm. I wonder who actually read this thing anymore.
Myspace is over-rated, but everyone's using it.
I've had one for a while too. LOL.
Sorry XANGA. we dumped you. =]
SORTA. But u r still in my heart. I check you once in a while.

I just remembered why I don't write no more.
cuz I'm never home anymore.
School days i just go to school, then hang out til not to late.
Weekends i'm either...sleeping til 4, or hanging out, or...OUT.
Yep. No more drinking for me.
Not until ...hmm. grad night at least.
I just hope my mom don't buy me the flight next day to China.
I'd be totally knocked out and then..dead. haha.

AH. That's enough bluh.

I'll bluh next time. =]

Let's bitch about life.
I dunno if it's me growing up..or what.
I feel so much more ..trapped now days.
I know compare to alot of people, I get to go out alot.
But...there are too many restrictions to my life that I don't want.
or, perhaps, it's time for my mom to let go.
Stop checking on me everyday at 8:00 am & 4:00 pm..
Stop nagging about my hair, my clothes, my room...
Stop bluh bluh bluh bluh about everything..
I'm 18. not 8.
I do my own college apps, scholarships, FAFSA..etc.
I work.
I drive. and safely.
I know what I want from life.
So stop trying to get into the middle of it.
I thank you for being there for me, and I'll always love you.
But it's my life now.
It's gonna be that way whether you like it or not.
...................................................................................................
I'm moving on to the next step of my life.
College, masters, career.
All coming along in the right direction.
I will succeed. I will achieve.
So stop worrying, stop nagging, stop treating me like I dunno anything.
AND. REMEMBER.
KNOCK ON MY DOOR BEFORE YOU FUCKING ENTER!

shit. I have no fucking privacy!

06/06/06 I can't way to graduate!

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